You're no good, you're no good, you're no good. Baby, you're no good. I'm gonna say it again...
I'm no good. Not a statement of self-pity; but a fact. My sins are ever before me. My sense of right and wrong is skewed when it comes to myself.
I've spent 38 years looking at myself as you see me. I'm a bona fide People-Pleaser who never seems to please anyone.
I've hurt and been hurt more times than I care to remember.
I desire to be alone. I'm safer there, better off with only me. I can count on Me, can't I?
You are unknown. You scare me. You might not like me or I might not really like you. So why spend the time & energy getting too close? Where will it get either of us? Where will it get me?
Me. me. me. I am full of me. My wants. My needs. I will put myself ahead of you. I'm incredibly good at it.
And I take pride in that. I take pride in-- who else?- me. What I want trumps you. What I need is most important.
I think I've summed it up nicely.
This is how I see me.
How about you?
1 comments:
Remember....IT'S A PROCESS....sometimes a longgggggg one but ya gotta continue to hang in there!!!
None of us sees ourselves as God sees us. If we did, we wouldn't have as many struggles.
You know I'm not good at giving words of wisdom or advice, but hope this helps a little.
Love ya! Mom
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